Yes, I'm still here bumbling along the highway of life ( as the buddhist saying goes Do not speak- unless it improves on silence !) .
My weight this morning was 246.6lbs so better but not exactly great.
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When I was a kid I used to try and walk as far as I could with my eyes shut only opening them when I sensed impending doom (pot holes, trees and main roads etc!). The journey was exhilarating and adrenaline producing (bear with me, I'm not one for premeditated risk taking!). I tried it again recently for no known reason and it transported me back instantly to my child hood. Spooky and exciting all at the same time just like Scooby Doo.
But what you may ask has this to do with lardy Buddhists? Not a great deal as usual, but I have struggled to blog about my journey for a while now and it occured to me that like my 'blind walking', I need to rediscover the pure thrill of the journey rather than worrying about my lack of progress does that make any sense?
I used to be acutely embarrased about my lack of success (weight-wise or spirituality-wise wise), to such an extent that I felt emotionally paralised and totally unable to communicate to those of you who clearly care (I am still V E R Y touched and humbled by your interest and support). I am sorry for this but now I think I finally get it the journey is the thing, not the destination nor indeed where I am on the map at any given time.
I am not going to promote this blog as I have neither the time nor the ego but I will try and keep you updated about my journey as often as I can.
If I am meant to be thin, I will be. Every day is some small way I try to follow the Buddhist way of life through thoughts and deeds. I fail often, the overwhelming noise of moden life sometimes intrudes so harshly that I explode but on the whole, I am happy with my progress a good sign is that my cirmumstances haven't changed but my general feeling of wellbeing is greatly improved.
Just writing this makes me feel my journey is worthwhile. It is clearly a journey that will last for the rest of my life and it's my journey, no-one elses.
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